To start off I am a successful college educated manager in a large delivery company, beautiful wife and 2 wonderful children, live in a Great neighborhood and community. I also was an excellent athlete, tall and gifted Throughout high school which landed me a college athletic scholarship, went on to have a very rewarding 4 year collegiate career where I set several school records in my sport. Never had a problem getting dates and eventually met and married wife soon after college. Would seem like a perfect life but the reason I tell you all those positive things in my life Is there was a secret I kept to myself and only my parents and my wife knew about. I actually struggled daily with all sorts of social interactions and With anxiety and worry about so many things that for the last 30 years I finally got tired of feeling Like a hamster on a wheel always reacting to people and situations that I virtually had created feelings in my head that should not be there. I finally sought help and faced the fact I was the victim of child molestation When I was at camp as a kid, over the years all the little weird things I would do Or how I would act in certain situations began to make me think why am I wound up so tight and so hard and negative on myself? This blog I will use each day to share my journey of hopefully going from victim to victor.
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13 I can do all things through Christ[a] who strengthens me.